So many of us suffer because we cannot achieve what we strive for. The Medrash says that Moshe was shown many: אוַֹצַָרוֹ תַ treasures of Olam HaBah, and then he was shown an: אוֹרצֶַַָּּגֶָּּדוֹל great treasure of Schar for those who wanted to do certain Mitzvos and weren’t able to. If you suffer from lack of Hasmada, Torah, Kedusha, Middos Tovos, Nachas, Bitachon, Bain Adam La'chaveiro, no Savlanus, Kin'ah, Ta'ava, and Kavod; you should cheer up. It is possible that in Shamayim you are Davka the example of success in the very area that you feel you are lacking! ד רָ כֶּיהָ ַד ר כ יַנֹע םַַמשליַגַיז The ways of the Torah are pleasant, and: ר ח מָ נָאַל יבָאַַ בָע י Hashem wants our intentions.
Here we have a person (Shaul) who spent years of his life being full of Kin'ah, and he’s known for that weakness forever, yet in the world of truth he remains Davka the symbol of Ayin Tova! How precious are those frustrated frum Jews who wish they could improve themselves. Without a question, the entire world stands on them; but they have a hard job to respect themselves properly. And if you don’t repeat these concepts regularly, it can go into one ear and come out the very same ear... and you remain as depressed as ever.
