I heard the same thing from R' Dovid Schwartz Shlita (Talmid of R’ Gershon Zatzal). Just keep learning those weird Bitachon stories, and you change. Indeed, my Bitachon Weekly is totally L'maala Min HaTevah. I’ve been told that it needs much more professionalism. Yet, everyone reads them, with Hashem’s help. Believe it or not, the less you believe in Tevah and run to Hashem, the more you move.
So many of us wish we would be more M'sudardik (organized) and more efficient in so many areas in life. However, Hashem helps us despite our shortcomings. For instance, I’ve seen many “crazy” homes, and yet the children are Gevaldig. The Germans were very M'sudar and organized. Their workmanship was A-1, etc. We all want things to work smoothly; but this can Chas V'shalom take us away from Hashem. And look how low they fell. Although we should try to be more and more M'sudar, if we aren’t, we should realize that every Chisaron has a Ma'ala, since we turn to Hashem more and more when are lacking in so many areas.
