Look Away from Your Shortcomings, And Focus Only on Your Greatness

We need to learn from this to look away from our shortcomings, and move on and focus only on our greatness (especially if we don’t function, even partially), despite our deep massacist tendencies. Stop saying: “My learning, davening, Bain Adam La'chaveiro, etc. isn’t done wholeheartedly”. Remember! R' Shlomo Wolbe Zatzal said that a person should be Dan himself L'kaf Zechus.

PS. If when you are: עֲבוֹת (tough on) yourself, it causes to improve, then of course you should be more tough on yourself. Get a Rebbe who understands you and play safe! עֲשֵׂה לְךָ רַב!