ספר חסידים (ס' תרה) אבל בעוה"ז אנו יודעים מדרך הדעת, שיש יסורים המגיעים לקטנים ולצדיקים, מפני שיש להם תקנה יותר מכשיעור הצער שאירע להם וכו', אע"פ שכבר זה ידוע ומקויים בדבר זה לעתיד לבא, שהן עתידין לקבל עליהן שכר טוב, ו ענין (עקב ח טז) לְׁ מַ עַ ן עַ נֹתְׁ ךָ וּלְׁ מַ עַ ן נַסֹ תֶ ךָ לְׁ מן הדין, הרי הכתובים אומרים אותהֵ יטִ בְׁ ךָ בְׁ אַ חֲ רִ יתֶ ךָ.
is saved. Also, right after Eli HaCohen called Chana a: שִ כוֹרָ ה drunkard which is a terrible embarrassment, she gets a Bracha for a son. And this barren woman (130 years old) is Zoche to our Shmuel HaNavi, who is equal to Moshe and Ahron. ******
I am worried. Did I make my readers all concerned that they don’t have enough Bizyonos & Redifos (persecution) and: שוֹנְׁ אִ ים enemies and hardships in their lives? This is actually the fact. The evil in your life has a strong tendency to cause all kinds of goodness! (Sefer Chasidim). No more kvetching over pecklach! Try to keep a diary, and remember how this has already occurred in your life plenty of times. *******
But by not keeping records, and by not constantly reviewing all those Yeshuos and answered Tefilos that you were Zoche to, you lose your potential Emuna and Bitachon, and your ability to become an “Admor” (Hassidic Rebbe) full of: מוֹפְׁ תִ ים wonders! This is why remembering Yetzias Mitzrayim is so important, and is prevalent all over during Shachris and Maariv and Kiddush and all the Parshiyos in the Torah. ********
With no diaries, it becomes almost like it never happened, no matter how big a: מוֹפֵ ת miracle you caused with your Bitachon and/or Tefilos. What a waste! The Yetzer Hara is on our case “overtime” to make us forget all those Gevaldige personal Nissim, and he pushes us to remember our unending issues, until our minds are dominated by them, Rachmana Litzlan! *********
Next time you get even an insignificant drop of Bizyonos, be super happy! All that pain and aggravation in your life can cause you goldmines in Ruchaniyus and Gashmiyus! Hashem views it as if major tangible Tzaros is going on; and He wants you to calm down and have Yeshuos, since you “suffer” so much! **********
I have noticed many times that when things go bad in my life, I suddenly get big favors from Hashem, as if to compensate for my pain [even if the pain is only a Dimyon, or is exaggerated]. Hashem is super sensitive to the pain of His creatures. Take advantage, and keep having Bitachon even after years of no Hatzlacha! ***********
